
Hi Guys,
The face to face check in is approaching so I better get this off my chest now since I won't be there. For the last two weeks I have really fallen off the meditating/yoga/pranayama commitment. I just can't seem to get still enough to do it. I have had a tough couple of weeks so instead I've held on to the Jamie commitment and let cooking his awesome foods help me work through my stuff. I have to say that when I was rolling out the dough for the pie it was probably the most therapeutic I've ever found cooking to be. By the end, I felt amazingly better. Last night after serving the winter veg cole slaw (Jamie recipe) and herb crusted chicken (yummy bake shop purchase) I finally felt somehow relieved of the anger that has been hanging around me. This morning Owen woke up without the incessent neediness that's been driving me crazy and I was able to sit on the floor and just be with him. Lots of hugs and kisses flowed and I felt like wow we are on the other side of this bout with negative energy that had taken a hold of me and my household.